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“All stories teach, whether the storyteller intends them to or not. They teach the world we create. They teach the morality we live by. They teach it much more effectively than moral precepts and instructions”.

Philip Pullman, author of the “His Dark Materials” trilogy, speaking in 1996

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The Guardian Angel.

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Your host on Love Letters. Susan Njeri Kariuki.

Words can Hurt or Heal! What did yours DO?

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Your host on Love Letters. Susan Njeri Kariuki.

 Another Love letters Show. Be inspired!

June 17th 2012 Life Lessons.

“Think of some else other than yourself” Says The Guardian Angel. This show is below…

 Motivational stories told  on love letters. Sound Track… “Rent”

June 17th 2012 Life Lessons.

Love Letters with Susan Kariuki… Gospel Music and Inspirational Messages.

Love Letters Show/Gospel Show…

Another Love Letters show… When we do not know any better, where will the desired changes come from?

Love Letters Show…

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19 Responses to “Love Letters”

  1. kimberly tentle says:

    Blessing music there.. thanks Karisan Media and Sue!!! 🙂

  2. WAIGURU says:

    Congrats to the founders of ya site.great job guys

  3. ed chuum says:

    we’ll make it the best in town…. invite yo friends guyz n make it globally…. mmmmmwahest

  4. ed chuum says:

    When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

    Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

    She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

    I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

    With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

    She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

    The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

    When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

    In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

    This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

    She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

    I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

    My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

    On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

    On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

    On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

    She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

    Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

    Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

    But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

    I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

    She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

    Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

    At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

    That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead.
    My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.– At least, in the eyes of our son— I’m a loving husband….

    Lets alwaz appreciate each other when we can, more so to our loved ones

  5. Njeri Kariuki says:

    Ed… Love it Dear…Ed, keep pushing,Keep Writing, Very good writing. Talent. Lovely ED!!!

  6. jw says:

    …wow, that touched me…!!

  7. TT says:

    wow wonderful story. very very touching. Keep writing, keep sharing. truely makes one look at their own relationship and how we treat our love ones.

  8. ed chuum says:

    The Fight Between My Head & My Heart

    As I sit here listening

    To the fight going on

    Between my head and my heart

    I feel numb inside.

    My head says “I’m a fool”

    My heart says, “But you Love her so.”

    My head says “She will hurt you again.”

    My heart answers, “But she also makes me happy.”

    My head says, “Look at all the tears she made you cry.”

    My heart answers “Yes but she also gives me pleasure.”

    My head says, “You are strong and can get over her.”

    My heart answers “She makes me feel alive and whole.”

    I need her and I Love her. Without her I would only be existing.

    I slowly shake my head, “No,” knowing my heart has won once more.

  9. ed chuum says:

    Inside Of Me

    If you could see inside my soul
    see inside my heart
    you would know how I long for you
    whenever we’re apart

    If you could see inside my head
    if thoughts were things to see
    you would know how I cherish you
    how much you mean to me

    In all the ways you comfort me
    the way you hold me near
    the way you know just what to do
    to …chase away my fear

    The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
    your smile, laugh, your touch
    are just a few of many reasons
    I love you oh so much

    Knowing I can talk to you
    about any and everything
    and knowing together we will get
    through whatever life may bring

    I could search the whole world over
    and this I know is true
    I would never find another love
    like the love I found with you

    Though with each new day, each sunrise
    we can’t know what’s in store
    there is one thing I know for sure
    each day I love you more

    So if you could see inside my head
    if thoughts were things to see
    you would know I blessed I feel
    to have you here with me.
    ßy: ed chuum

  10. ed chuum says:

    Apart

    When we’re apart
    I feel empty and lost
    Like a part of me is missing
    Like a strong gust has blown you away
    As if a chisel chipped you out

    I want to be where you are
    As close as I can be to you
    Holding your hand as I once did
    Running along in the summer

    I wish we were still together
    “Together forever” you used to say
    But it has all changed

    No more “I love you’ed”
    Or “Call me later’ed”
    No more “Come on over’ed”
    Or “Let’s meet at the movies”

    When we were together
    We used to have so much fun
    But I guess that’s over now
    Over
    Never again
    Together forever.

  11. ed chuum says:

    I Still Love You

    You are still in my brain
    You’re causing so much pain
    I still can’t believe
    You used my feelings
    For your foolish game
    Named Love

    Held you close in my arms
    Felt so nice and warm
    I gave you my love
    I gave you my heart
    I gave you all I had
    got nothing back except
    Pain that’s driving me insane

    You are still in my heart
    My love for you will never die
    My thoughts will always be with you
    And the pain I feel inside will always
    Remind me of someone I still Love.

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  12. ed chuum says:

    My Nights Without You

    Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights,
    I wish for you to come.
    To fill my eyes with tears of happiness,
    and take away this glum.

    I wish for you to put your hands around me,
    and make me cozy and warm,
    and fill my stomach with butterflies and bees,
    that so gently swarm.

    I wish for you to bring me joy,
    when everything seems so bad,
    and take me out of this unhappy mood,
    that makes me feel so sad.

    I wish for you to give me back the memories
    that brightened up my heart,
    and let us share more of them,
    because I do not understand
    why we ever did part.

    I wish for everything to be as it was,
    having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight,
    so that for every coming day there is a shine of light.

    Does it have to end like this?
    For I’m not back in your arms,
    my dreams still torn,
    my heart still empty,
    my life with no happiness,
    my day with no future without you.

    By: ED CHUUM

  13. ed chuum2 says:

    Once upon a time there were two friends. They loved each other very much.

    Unfortunately the one friend died.

    The second friend was very upset and he could not stop his tears. He kept on crying day and night.

    Many people gave sympathy but no argument could stop his tears.

    One night he slept and had a dream.

    He saw his friend in heaven with a lot of boys and girls of his age.

    He felt relaxed……..

    He noticed that every one was in fairy dress and had a lightened candles in their hands but his friend had a candle which was not lighted.

    He asked his friend “why your candle is not lightened?”

    His friend said, “Whenever I enlighten my candle, your tears fall on it”

    Please stop crying dear,,,,

  14. ed chuum2 says:

    “I do not fear to die But
    My fear is that if i die Who’ll Luv u as much as i do ??

  15. ed chuum2 says:

    There may be times wen u feel
    as if you have taken a million steps towards
    ur dreams, and acted on your plans, only 2 find
    urself n the same place tat u began from.
    At times like this, u must not give up.

    u must continue on. Though u may feel
    lost, bewildered, and alone, continue to believe
    in yourself. Dnt allow discouragement n
    doubt 2 blur ur vision n wash away
    ur dreams. Visualize ur way beyond the
    detours, standstills, and obstacles.

    u will realize ur dreams. u have
    worked hard and taken so many productive
    steps in a positive direction that u r bound
    2 succeed. Watever the hurt of the moment
    may be, it will pass. Tomorrow is always a
    new dawn. Today, u must pause, rest, catch
    ur breath, n den look ahead. Each step
    will bring u closer 2 ur dreams. The
    rainbows n the luv tat u deserve r n
    sight. Happiness is jus around the next turn.

  16. ED CHUUM. Thanks for your contribution with Karisan Media… I love reading your work. I know we will work together in the future. Keep it up. Much Love.
    Njeri Kariuki

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  19. Kariuki says:

    Great Work Susan! Proud of ya my friend, keep that fire burning.

    Karis

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